I so should be sleeping!

Ugh! It is 11:58pm, Sunday, Jan 11...I am so tired...but yet, here I am typing (sans glasses, I might add, so excuse goofy typos). My back is really bothering me. It has for quite some time and our intentions are for me to go to the chiropractor but it just hasn't happened yet. Actually, I am just waiting on our flex spending med card to come in the mail. Kyle says I will probably be in tears at my first appointment. I would just love to know what's going on with it. I am sure stress is part of it, although it is not hurting where stress normally hits it. There are times I fear throwing it out again...I haven't felt that fear in a while. I don't remember my back truly hurting when I threw it out in the Fall of 2000, but I sure do remember the pain I felt and the stupor from the drugs....not fun!

Tomorrow is our first day back to co-op. It is a new co-op which brings on all new kinds of thoughts, feelings, etc. The other co-op was just not a place where I felt comfortable. The politics and rules were getting beyond what I was looking for and where I wanted my kids to be. This co-op is smaller. Has some other fun things about it, like more high school kids for Dave to hang with, and hot lunch (so that's one less thing to worry about on Sunday night preps). I am hoping that this is a good place for us. God willing, it will be.

I had to tell Jenna tonight that one of her best friends is moving away. That is the second time I have had to tell her that in 5 years. This one is sudden and the move is quick, like before Feb. 1. Employment reasons. I am not only sad for Jenna but sad personally. Jill, the mom, has become someone I value as a friend. She was some major support in my breastfeeding journey with Emma. She is also somewhat of an inspiration to me, for various reasons. She and her entire family will be greatly missed.

Ok, I need to try and get some sleep. 7am will come all too soon, especially since my sleep has been goobered lately as well.